My husband let go of me at the plane’s door just to embrace his secretary… and when I pulled my ripcord, no silk came out of my pack. Instead, a shower of red petals rained down, coating the sky. As I fell like a stone over Lake Elsinore, he shouted through the intercom: “Drop the drama, Valerie. If something happens to you, it’s your own fault.”

He spent an entire week in bed. The fever would spike at night. Sometimes he’d wake up screaming names none of us knew. Other times, he’d try to grab an invisible rifle. Then I would hold his hands and whisper softly: “You’re home now.” And slowly, he would stop shaking.