My father told his billionaire in-laws I died 3 years ago. When I showed up at my sister’s wedding in a dirty coat, she viciously smashed a wine bottle against my shoulder to kick me out. The heavy fabric tore. A scorched titanium dog tag fell from my vest, landing at the billionaire groom’s feet. He looked down, and went deadly pale.

The Grand Ballroom of the Plaza Hotel was a symphony of excess, a suffocating monument to everything I had left behind. Thousands of white lilies had been flown in from Ecuador, their scent so overpowering it was almost cloying, warring with the lingering smell of ozone and jet fuel that I knew still clung to my skin. Crystal chandeliers the size of small sedans dripped from the vaulted ceiling, casting prisms of fractured light onto the silk-clad shoulders of Manhattan’s elite. It was a perfect, pristine world of champagne and superficial smiles.