My sister ran over my six-year-old daughter in my parents’ yard, and everyone rushed to comfort her because her BMW was dented. My little girl was unconscious, bleeding on the concrete, and my mother still told me not to overreact. The impact sounded dull and heavy, like something small shattering against the world. I ran out with my glass of iced tea still trembling in my hand. And when I saw Ruby lying next to the garage, I understood that my family had just chosen who they were going to protect.

A month later, Ruby was walking around the house again with her cast full of drawings. Jonathan drew a moon. Chloe, a heart. I drew a yellow bougainvillea. She asked for another ball. Not pink. Blue. “So it doesn’t look like the other one,” she said. We bought it at Old Town Market, after eating Southwest-style enchiladas with potatoes and carrots. Ruby only ate a little, but she laughed when Jonathan got salsa on his shirt. That laughter was my first real rest.