“My neighbor swore that a girl was screaming for help in my house, and I thought it was just the gossip of a nosy old woman. Until I hid under my own bed and heard my daughter pleading, ‘Please… stop.’ That day I understood that working like a dog didn’t make me a good father. It only made me the last person to find out about the hell living under my roof. And when Lucy finally said who she was afraid of, I felt the entire house collapse on top of me.”

I looked at her. She didn’t forgive me. Not yet. Maybe she never would completely. But she was giving me something more difficult: a possibility.

We left with two boxes. We didn’t take photos of Veronica. Lucy chose one of her as a little girl with me at a state fair, eating cotton candy. In the photo, I was carrying her on my shoulders, and her hands were full of pink sugar.