Bedridden with a fever, my husband threw ice water on me and left. “Stop faking it and clean the house,” he said. I smiled and replied, “Okay.” And I did exactly that: I “cleaned” the house by selling it and vanishing without a trace.

Chapter 1: The Anatomy of a Drowning

The sharp, crystalline chime of ice striking glass was the first herald of my awakening. A fraction of a second later, a freezing torrent struck my face. The icy water slid down my forehead, flooding my eyes and tracing the bridge of my nose. It dripped from my chin, pooling into a dark stain on the pristine hardwood of our Tribeca living room.