I lied to my dad and told him I had failed the entrance exam, even though my score was 98.7. He just replied, “Get out of the house.” I didn’t cry. I didn’t beg. Because I already knew that house was never a home… it was a trap waiting for my signature.

I didn’t feel victorious. I felt nauseous. At three in the morning, Aunt Susan took me to get pancakes at a 24-hour diner near Hollywood Boulevard. The city was cold. Taxis passed by like yellow fish. I held the crumpled envelope against my chest. “Your mom would be proud,” she said. I shook my head. “My mom would be furious.” Susan gave a sad smile. “That too.”