At my 6-year-old granddaughter’s funeral, I leaned over her casket to say one final goodbye when I heard a faint sound from inside. I froze. Then came a tiny whisper: “Grandma… Daddy said if I woke up, I would ruin everything.” 1 funeral. 1 impossible discovery. 1 secret. I turned toward my son, whose face suddenly went pale. He knew I had heard her—and what I discovered next exposed the truth he had desperately tried to hide…

The scent of Casablanca lilies will forever be the scent of a lie. It was a
suffocating, aggressively sweet perfume that hung in the air of my son’s
expansive, aggressively modern Chicago home, desperately trying to mask the
metallic, hollow scent of death. But death was not what I was smelling. I was
smelling premeditation.