My parents said, “you will never own a home like your sister’s.” mom nodded, and my sister smiled like she had already won. i did not argue. one week later, i invited my sister over for tea

But almost was not the same as arriving.

“You underestimated me,” I said.

The room went completely still.

My mother looked up.

I expected her to defend herself. I expected her to accuse me of being too sensitive or remind me that Vanessa was already suffering and this was not the moment to make things about myself. I had heard those arguments so many times in my imagination that I could have recited them for her.