I slept with my ex-wife again on a business trip, and at dawn, a red stain on the sheet left me breathless…

And when I stood up and pulled her against my chest, feeling the warm weight of my daughter for the very first time, it wasn’t joy. Not yet. It was something far more primal. A brutal, absolute certainty that our reunion in San Diego hadn’t been a drunken mistake, or a moment of weakness, or some nostalgic relapse.