My husband files for divorce, and my 6-year old son asks the judge: ‘May I show you something that Mom doesn’t know about, Your Honor?’ The judge nodded. When the video started, the entire courtroom froze in silence.

“Yes, Noah.”

I kissed the top of his head.

“We’re going home.”

Six months later, the autumn wind swept across the plaza outside the federal courthouse near Lake Michigan.

I stood near the top of the stone steps wearing a charcoal wool coat.

Beside me, Noah held a small cup of hot chocolate while watching pigeons gather near the fountain.